I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU

Hello ! Me...

The day started as normal.., I woke up late thinking whether to getup or not.. sudden my phone rang it was he ! (boyfriend) stumbled and picked my phone and the conversation started 

He: Good morning ! lazy girl,

Me: Good morning ! and  i am not lazy,

He:  I know that, haahaahaa

Me: so , why did you call ? 

He: actually I had to inform you that , I am removing our all picture from social media.

Me: why? ("Scared" ) Are you breaking up?

He: no, idiot my brother told me so.

Me: did you asked why? 

He: no..

Me: OK, I will talk to you later need to go.

He: hey ! talk to me I know your sad, so as me..

Me:.hang up!

      

Things going in my mind😖

        What's the problem ?  Today He's (bf) brother is saying to remove picture of us and he didn't asked why. When he's brother will say to leave me did he will speak for us. Why is he not questioning him, what's is this problem. I know they don't like me but why he can't take a stand for us.. is this what I mean to him ????

Feeling are getting harder to explain, feeling sad and lonely  ... sometimes its the Same I don't understand "I have a boyfriend ,but is he" where is he when I need him most when I am alone and want to talk ?  Does Society mean alot to him then what about us. I will delete my account picture too if this is what he wants. They were our sweet memories😔

       

He on the other hand😞🤔

    She hang the phone! She must be really angry and sad with me. But what should I do he's my elders brother he must have thought of something ,what should I do to make it up to her... there ahe memories of us together I can't wipe it . Its to hard to do and on other hand I can't deny my elder brother . Let have a look on her's (gf) account .... what she cleared her picture of us why did she ? She was not told to do so , I want to ask her!

Calling📞📞📞....

Her: hello (in low voice)

Me: what's wrong ?

Her: nothing

Me: can we talk??

Her: about what?

Me : about this morning and the mess that I created.

Her: actually I don't want to talk about it because its making me feel more sad and adding more thoughts in my mind.

Me : what thought?

Her: nothing( should I say him what I feel , no this will lead to fight ) 

Me: OK ,(should I ask her again ,no she will get irritated and we would lead to a fight)

Her: OK then talk to u later

Me: no wait ....

Her: what is it now did your brother said anything more.

Me: no he didn't , its just thad why you delete your picture of us?

Her: your brother didn't want them on , so if I keep them they will be seen by him...  and what is it worth to keep if your not even able to share that moment...

He: sorry for today , good night ! 

Her: it's OK , good night !

      

Hard to understand😥😓🤐

     Things are said untold because we don't want to hurt each other but things that are keep inside heart gives much more pain. Misunderstanding is create by untold thing ...even we fight clear the things . That will help and reduce the burden on Heart ❤ and make relationship stronger ... but then to we don't open up because we can bare the pain but we can't see them hurted😐😐😐😐😐